#41: And I won't feel a thing...

[horrible_phd]

[Voice]

So is the City breaking or what?

[He doesn't sound like he really cares, either way.]

[ooc: So after much internal debate I went with updating him all the way to the end--I'm sort of assuming at least a month or two has gone by for him. He's kind of broken but he'll snap out of it. Eventually. Expect something of a different Horrible until then. He remembers everything from the city, but it all feels a little distant right now.]

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Private/unhackable

[horrible-phd.livejournal.com]

You know, life is really easy when you don't actually care. You can get away with almost anything. And if you don't, well, doesn't matter.

I think I'm supposed to start caring now. I don't know if I'm ready for that. So things should be better here, but it's complicated. I don't know.

Private/unhackable

[neverendingbeat.livejournal.com]

Oh, I agree completely. Feelings have a nasty tendency of getting in the way.

I don't know that I've ever been in your exact situation, and I think there's something to be said out of caring somewhat and getting some fun out of the whole thing. Additionally, I wouldn't give up all hope yet on Penny. The City doesn't seem to follow a quite a few of the rules of physics, so if you could harness any of their more interesting exceptions, including the "magic"...
I haven't had a need to study that in particular, of course, so I can't be certain.